'If we did the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves.' Thomas Edison

21 January 2011

Come back please

This full moon has been particularly hard, messing with my emotions, letting insecurities creep in and mess with my head, making me feel flat, then up and down. I look at the above picture and wonder where that woman is?.... she looks so carefree, giggly, happy....! Hopefully she will be back soon as I don't like feeling this way...the way I used to feel when I was younger and less confident, questioning my hubby's feelings for me, questioning, head whirring into places it shouldn't go! Right, off to do some positive crafty things to try and shoo these insecurities away.


Florrie said...

Sometimes, as women, it's hard to accept that we can sometimes loose ourselves in the humdrum of life and looking after a family, sometimes not realise our own worth........on days like these it's important to be kind to yourself, try and do something just for you, remember the things that made you happy and gave you confidence........remember how wonderful it felt when you first met your other half, remember why you fell in love with them in the first place..........and talk to each other, it's amazing how we can live with someone for years and years, yet never really communicate past "pass the salt".

I have been in a dark place, unsure of myself, unsure of my partners love, never realising that I could turn things around, I'm not saying it's easy and the fist small step is always the hardest, I think believing in yourself is that first step........hope you find yourself again soon.

florrie x

Dawn said...

(((hugs))) Shell, hope she's back soon, sharing wonderful makes and joyful times x

Take care of yourself and find some time for you this weekend x

Carolyn said...

I'm sure that there are many women out there can relate to how you are feeling, Shell.
I know that I can xx

Liz said...

What a lovely picture :) Hope she comes back asap!
Liz x

Taking Time said...

I think this full moon was particularly difficult for everyone, here too...

Glad to be waning!!

sending love!

verdemama said...

(( hug )) I know the feeling. May more sunshine-filled days ahead help us all to feel more carefree, happy, and giggly :-)

Scented Sweetpeas said...

and happy music, put on the happy music and sing along whilst you craft !

Talie said...

Big happy hugs to you hun. Spring will soon be here and if you're anything like me you'll naturally bloom alongside nature. In the meantime, keep busy with your wonderful crafts (just placed a small order btw ;-) and look after yourself.

Talie xxxxxx

sue said...

hey lovely! past couple of full moons have been shockers me thinks! bringing stuff much nearer to the surface (in a big way) to acknowledge and let go of (eventually ha).

great pic..nice to see your pretty face.